so much things happening...

Its like yesterday i am thinking about what will 2010 will do for me and what I will do this year! and then here we are... so much things happened just like that,,, a blink of the eye! 2011 is approaching and life is moving very fast, so lets all slow down, keep it relax. look with the bigger picture not on the detail... they said we all gonna be there in due time, but what we can do today may not be done tomorrow. TIME is precious. so cherish it!


Lots of things to say, but little time to spare... we need to go on, we need to move on...

till next time...

Its just telling you guys and friends and co-blogger I AM BACK!

CIAO!

What just happen to ME

This is a great question we sometimes or always we people asked ourselves. Sometimes in our Great life we encounter ordinary problems that we just say "ahh its nothing, i recover" but do we really recover. how about a big one do we really recover or do we really "can" recover.

Recently, I'm been undergoing self-evaluation of my present life (every single detail of "seems to be a happy one") and then i ask myself what just happen to me? i give you a flashback but not all (its kind of private). I'm not saying I'm a good person, but I'm not saying I'm bad too. I'm just ordinary citizen, i do my homework, i did my best to be responsible, to be productive, but seems life is not easy for me. I'm not believe in so called "luck." but i guess i don't have one.Why am i saying that ahh... I graduated from college but till now not landed on the right one. I helped my family to have better future a life, but it get worse so I asked myself am i wrong of doing this of doing that.?

We have dreams when we are young and as we get older its change. but still there is this special dreams that we keep. then suddenly i felt guilty, why? honestly speaking some of it came true. all of the sudden i can't barely count it on my fingers(the blessing). The Greater One give me what i asked for. not really all, but almost. he's not forgetting everything.So i conclude he The Greater One gives what you asked him in a most simple way. that if you are not that aware, you will not recognized its miracle, its gift at all. Then, you will started to ask "what just happen to me".

We have to learn to listen in our inner voice.(its Quite Different) like someone is actually talking to you. (its scary).

Life is not that easy but, if we learn to live with it, we find it better!. I mean is not that if we not encountering these things around us. we people can't remember that there is this Greater One watching our moves. we will forget to do our homework, our obligation, our responsibility over us.

Look on the Greater picture of you. like mine, I'm not that worst. I still living the life I used to dreamed of. i just missing something but I'm happy now. for sure, for now. (like my friends used to tell me, now your sad, just go, forget and then u will be happy again.) besides i deserved to be happy!.

Remember, The Earth we live in is round, Everything is around, there's ups and downs. leave this to him and live with it. "Plane are taking off against the wind not with it.

That's it!

chow!

No Regrets 2010

As we welcome 2010 lets all say "No regrets 2010!"

We all have one!, like me, I have lots of it, especially, these past few years of my life. As we get older we get lot of things to regret of... (i wish i do that, i should did that! I should not did that and so on and on... and then your life is over because of that, cant able to move on, no chance of recovering, meaning your a walking zombie! ooohhhhsss did i sound too much here(yeah right)./ because i know! it can Kill you, it can kill me!.

Once we started regretting something in our past we stop our life on moving on. you will live in that closure past of yours and never recover unless you decided, understand and let it fly away, away and away until you cant barely see it.

Let us all understand that we live our life forward, there's no backwards, no rewind and no turning back. we cant change what we did in the past, what had just happened. whether its our fault or fault of others, IT HAPPENED ANYWAY!. what to do is accept it and learned in that experiences.

What is important is how you handle the present, that is why we have to be clear ourselves of our past.

Never forget what happened in the past, it help us on going/living in our present and future, but if we have regrets that is another story.

I myself have issues, regrets for instance, then i realized i just like clock keep on ticking, tick! tack! Tick! Tack! Tick! Tock! but no meaning, not reminding of anything. then, i thought! what is this! what had just happened to me!? then i tell myself never ever regrets anything, as new year come, were all been reborn. My clock is ticking in the right direction with meaning, reminding me I'm still alive

2010! Here i come! Prepare yourselves!

Chow!

Theres nothing left to say but....

The smell of roasted turkey wafts
Around the great indoors
The sound of children's laughter
Punctuated by adults roars

I see the trees the glittering lights
The snow is falling down
And great raging fires
Keeps the warmth inside the town

We'll go to church and sing our praise
And gather round the food
Have some eggnog and some ales
And life is feeling good

Unwrap the gifts we all will bring
Share the tales of old
With folks we haven't seen a while
These times they are like gold

Tis Chistmas time Peace and goodwill
Good tidings we should bring
When others suffer with no food
Or wars stop them to sing

Reflect oh now on this night
When tis the holy time
Of what we see as our goodwill
To others - all mankind

Remember as we feast with friends
Those who are alone
And spare a thought for those in pain
No matter what time zone

I can't do much It's not my job
How often we do cry
But if we neglect them
Then they will surely die

I love the carols that we sing
I love the words they say
I just wish that peace on earth
Was more than just one day

I wish you love I wish you joy, You're in my heart forever
Merry Christmas my friend

Farming....

It's morning already but I'm still wide awake, for what reason i don't know, what am I doing? Browsing the internet, checking for a new job that would suits me, then, this farming on facebook keep bothering me, sending messages saying please .... help me, please .... need to fertilized his crop. Actually its a wide phenomena all over the earth. hhhmmpppp. some getting late at night just to play this game (like me)harvesting this so called crop and trees and milking these cows etc... I myself become a fan of it (guilty feeling) but don't you think its nonsense (sorry for the maker and for the fans) its totally crop! why? because where putting too much attention to it without noticing that its a waste of time, again why? just looked, what do we get from all of these, ribbons,gifts (that is not actually touchable)(I'm not pathetic ok). some of my friends says for fun, some training for patience,saving, etc. hhhmppp and woooshhhsh. its not healthy anyway and its not helpful anymore. we have eye bags, lost of appetite, and so on and on and seems endless.

To be fair enough to the fans of this farming out there, yes! its up to the user/player to handle it, time management they said.

but, for me sorry i had enough, i don't want to be addicted to it. For past time ok. but we have lots of things to do in our lives that is helpful, beneficial to all. healthy! and lastly, hellooo why not plant for real. not on the web.(that one would be beneficial to mother earth).start on your own backyard, don't have any? on this simple small called pottery. that is still beneficial and much rewarding than these coins and ribbons

besides what you earned there is nothing!.doesn't changed your status.So, bro! go back to reality and try living the way humans do.

just a reminder, an opener. an adviced. Just think!

want to know what to do?
email me at eissenwalter@yahoo.com

till here, i need to cut it off.
I feel the weight on my eyes...

chow.

Forgive. Forget. Heal.

It's a Good Morning Yesterday, until i signed in on my YM msngr. wooosh my Long lost friend in the Philippines. We had a chat, a long chat. then suddenly she brought out something from the past,It's a fight i have with my other friends, actually not a friend at all, i consider her as one of my families here in dubai.(not bestfriend, i already have one) so here the story.We had a fight a long ago,and i forgive her, i guest, but suddenly there is this pain,feeling of anger and I'm thinking of revenge. i want to get even with her, (in what she done to me ). but then i remember what people used to say "forgive and Forget" (wooossh). that's it! but never heal to most people. It's supposed to be healthy to forgive. but how to do it? i gather some info in some article on the magazine and on the internet regarding forgiveness.(I'm a wide reader i guest). then i come up with these steps to forgiveness.

know how you feel about what happened and then tell a couple of friends.

Commit to do what's necessary to feel better.

Remember, Forgiveness doesn't mean reconciliation or condoning. What you are after is peace.

Recognize your primary distress comes from what you're feeling and thinking now, not the offense. Forgiveness helps heal those hurt feelings.

Use stress management techniques to soothe yourself.

Give up expecting things from other people,or your life, that they won't give you. but remember, you can hope and work for health, love, peace and prosperity (woooosshhh)(ala mother theresa).

Look for another way to give your goals met rather than through the experience or the person who has hurt you.

Remember the best revenge is a life well lived. Learn to look for the love, beauty and kindness around you.

Stop talking about the bad things that happened and remind yourself that you've survived, grown and persevered.

Then i feel better, that's why i want to share it with all you guys out there who still having this burden of forgiving people. hope you find peace. Again it says there "forgiving Doesn't mean reconciliation" which is true, when some things really hurt you so much it's not that easy. but its better to forgive then lived as normal people, i myself cannot afford to be with her again ( i mean Like before)but what to do, i forgave,but she will never be my friends again,for now!

Lastly,it up to us how to handle it, just remember keeping those anger to yourself is unhealthy and may lead to to some illnesses.So you can forgive, forget, then heal.

i have to cut it off from here, for now.don't worry we have a life time to tell.

happy forgiving!

For advised, comment and suggestions, please email me at eissenwalter@yahoo.com(let's try to solved it)

It's my debut

So It's my Debut! Gosh what to say, hhhhmmmm. I guest i will start in my life, my experiences, my fights, my ups and downs, my love and most of all my Family(extraordinary).

It's my Dream actually to become a journalist (investigative) but life is not that easy, we all know it right, (you will hear a lot of it sooner.)I Landed and thank God i have finished my Course in Advertising and Public relation.(nearest naman diba).and again not landed on the right Job(sadly). i have a job but its just ....hhhmmm just to paid the bills. again thank HIM. I started writing a long time ago. but not a chance to published it or share it. its just a hobby, for relaxation , for me to express my feeling and emotions (its healthy actually) all those thoughts that murmuring on your brain, waiting for you to write it off. so i got a piece of paper and started to write it all, and tada! it come out Nicely i feel good and then i throw it away straight to the bin or sometimes keep it but again lost it. All those thoughts that's seems even i wrote it already still there. (my brains have trilion of space to keep it there,but i'm not smart or genuis wooosshh) and i examined the subject my writings and its All About Life.(My Blog title"advertisement")seriously, i just kept on writing like now,(now typing)without even thinking what to wrote about,it just come out and i noticed it become more and more bigger like the universe(endless).and it seems it will not stop murmuring (im freak?)maybe or surely because i'm still alive and living the life i have right now, adding some experiences,some ups and downs, some fights (were I learned Alot) don't think its like Pacquaio.its not literally. and most of all my families changing some lost some birth.(wooosh).more to tell but i have to cut it off from here, for now, its getting late again.

besides its only my launching.

For Those who read it, there are more to tell, more inspirational stories that's really happen,(sometimes closer to reality, its a life time to tell. its just the beginning. honestly, i much feel better of sharing it to all now, than to myself. it's rewarding.(helping others thru words).

chow!

Want advice,comments or suggestions? email me at eissenwalter@yahoo.com( lets try to solved it)